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Christmas… the snows coming down

Normally I start putting up my decorations in november but this year I’m just really not in the mood. I think that I’ve just been overloaded with work for the past few weeks and I havent even had time to  think about christmas. So to try to get myself in the festive mood, I’m going to do the Christmas Tag, so enjoy!

1. What is your favorite Christmas film?

This is quite hard it used to be Elf but since I watched Love Actually for the first time yesterday it might have replaced it.

2. Have you ever had a White Christmas?

No 😦

3. Where do you usually spend your holiday?

At my house, with all of my family

4. What is your favorite Christmas song?

As you can tell from the title Christmas ( baby please come home) or maybe Mistletoe

5. Do you open any presents on Christmas Eve?

Yes, we are allowed to open one present on Christmas Eve but we normally open two if we beg

6. Can you name all of Santa’s reindeer?

Rudolph, donner, dasher, prancer, dancer, vixen, blitzen, dixen ( I think I’m just making them up now )

7. What holiday traditions are you looking forward to most this year?

Seeing all my family, It sounds cliché but its true because we all live so far away .

8. Is your Christmas tree real or fake?

Fake, even though i begged for a real one

9. What is your all-time favorite holiday food/sweet treat?

Pigs in Blankets

10. Be honest: do you like giving gifts or receiving gifts better?

Theres nothing better than giving a gift to someone and knowing that they will love it, but honestly i like them both equally.

11. What is the best Christmas gift you’ve ever received?

Gonna sound weird but chopping boards ( don’t laugh) It was actually really sentimental because I had been complaining about  the chopping board we had and then my sister bought me new ones. It sounds weird because I’m a teenage girl who lives with her family but it was nice to know that they listen to me

12. What would be your dream place to visit for the holiday season?

New York

13. Are you a pro-present wrapper, or do you fail miserably?

Fail Miserably, I literally just wrapped my mums christmas present and it looks like a christmas cracker. I’m so bad!

14. Most memorable Holiday moment?

Me and my siblings were all sitting on my bed and listening to christmas songs and then Last Christmas came on and we threw my heart pillow around to each other and that was very fun.

15. What made you realize the truth about Santa?

When I found a drawing that I left for him in my mums room and I asked my mum and she got my sister to tell me the truth. I cried for ages.

16. Do you make New Years resolutions? Do you stick to them?

Most years but i never stick to them.

17. What makes the holidays special for you?

Being with my family and having fun 🙂

See you soon xx

Anxiety

Hi,

This is my first ever blog post and I wanted it to be a good one! However I am totally rubbish at english so bare with me

I wanted to write about anxiety because I feel like it is kind of overlooked in many situations as it has now become ‘popular’ to have panic attacks and be depressed. What has society come to? Although I personally dont suffer from panic attacks i have come to realise that anxiety is something everyone has and its just some people have it worse or react in different ways. According to google anxiety is: a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome.

For example say that you don’t like public speaking and you had to do a presentation to your class, you might get anxious and get hot whereas another person might have a full blown panic attack. What I’m trying to say is people react to it in different ways and people have different things that make them feel anxious.

I believe that I have only ever had two panic attacks in my life one was when I had seriously injured my ankle and no one was there to help me and the second one sounds so stupid. Well if any of you have heard of a game called the room I was addicted to it however the music was very creepy and made me feel on edge, so when i played it by myself in my room I started to get a bit anxious and scared and then i  just had a panic attack. Its hard to describe i started crying and my heart started pounding and felt really hot all of sudden.

Although i may have only had two panic attacks, I sure feel anxious all the time. I’m quite a shy person and i hate speaking to people I dont know very well or have power over me. For example once this girl asked me to tell a teacher something and i didn’t want to and then she was like oh you dont want to? why? In that moment i started sweating and my heart started beating faster and i didn’t even answer, i just told the teacher what she told me to say because I felt so pressured and once the lesson was over i ran out.  I didnt like it that i was being forced into something i didn’t want to do, and i know people will be like oh why didn’t you tell the  girl why you didn’t want to? The simple answer is because she was popular and popular people really intimidate me.

So this is what i have to say about anxiety, feel free to comment anything below. Also if you suffer from anxiety this website would be very helpful

http://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/anxiety-and-panic-attacks/about-anxiety/

 

See you soon xx